MY FIRST STEP

Blogging 

During my secondary school,  I always wish to have my own blog. I wish to share my feelings, share my thoughts, share my experiences and also all the little things that happened in my life.

No matter how much I wish to write a blog, I never take the initiative to do it.
I feel shy to share it out,
I worry others will laugh at me after they read my blog,
I worry I have nothing to blog about,
I worry there are a lot of grammatical errors,
I worry I wrote rubbish or nonsense.
worry, worry, worry and worry again.

"I THINK TOO MUCH AND THEN PUT MYSELF INTO BAD MOOD."

Previously, I did wrote something when I felt upset. But then, I will tear the paper into pieces and threw it inside the trash after reading it.

That sounds weird right??? 

That is how I always keep my emotions and feelings to myself without showing to others.

These few months really uneasy for me. I faced a lot of unpleasant situations and I got heartbroken moments. I did not really know how to handle it as it was really tough for me. And my sugar glider died unexpectedly and I found it dead when I first stepped into my house.

I told myself, "EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE."
No matter how many times I keep telling myself to be stronger.
But somehow it did not really work on me.
Feel to slap myself hardly and bang my head to the walls.

And Yea!!!
I am Josephine Bee and here is my first and only blog "MY SPACE, MY AIR".

Thank you for reading.